20.9.12
随笔
2)昨晚丽琦给我来了电话。总觉得自己是个差劲的朋友，很少主动去给别人电话。可是感激有你这位朋友总是会给我打电话。虽然只是一些生活琐事，都总觉得窝心。有时候，温暖就是这么一回事。
3)紫娴又要飞了。这短短的期间，我们家都发生了一些事。很多我的心情，我想只有她能理解吧。见了面的时候，总是有很多话要对她说，可是却也不知怎么的，到了喉间，又咕的一声吞回肚里。或许这时候，言语都表达不了我们现在的心情。有这句话，就可以了。We are backing each other up.
4)晚餐的时候，把匪我思存的《景年知几时》电子书一口气看完了。上次是肺癌，这一次是脑瘤。如果是以前，总觉得小说在骗人，怎么爱上的都是有病的。可是原来人生真的如戏，小说里写的也假不完。还是浅白的文字，可是还是让我流下了眼泪。喜欢这种不煽情的悲伤。不华丽，可是却总让人心碎的感觉。可是还是觉得上一本看的《佳期如梦》好看很多。
5)偶然在室友的床头发现了几米的《又寂寞又美好》。原来我们共睡一室那么多个夜晚了，现在才发现它的存在。几米在１９９５年因为患上血癌，而开始创作。这是他那个时候刚开始的创作。画里的色彩黑暗，字里行间都是绝望和悲伤。他的无助与寂寞，我读懂了，所以我悲伤了。问起室友，才知道原来是我让她认识了几米。原来是我牵的线。看着别人因为我而喜欢上一个作家，那种感觉真好。会不会有一天，我也会成为别人喜欢的作家？
17.9.12
12.9.12
奢侈的幸福
有很多东西要读，可是我却任性地游走在文字间，放纵在别人的歌声里。
最近爱上了中国好声音这个节目。看着别人为自己的梦想而努力，我深深地被感动了，也羞愧自己。
曾经我也幸福地浸溺在文字中，可是岁月无情地都带走了那幸福，是我让它带走的。是我允许的。
没有开始是太迟的。
如果可以，我想要追回那些年遗失的时光。
绅士的品格
十年前的爱上女主播，认识了张东建。十年后的今天，或许没有当初的年轻，但是这部连续剧，却依然好看。想想自己的年纪真的不轻了，以前的偶像，现在都变成Uncle级了。现在的偶像，年纪都比我轻了。想仰慕，也没那个资格了。曾经听朋友说过，她的老师告诉她说，趁你们还年轻，还相信爱情，还有童真的时候，赶紧把世上的偶像剧，言情小说都看一遍。不然以后都不会相信了。
故事主要围绕在这四个男主角的身上。只能说这部连续剧让我感觉脱俗，很多时候都有惊喜。也很喜欢他们之间的对白，编剧的功力还真的很赞。
对于四十岁这个年纪，刻画地还真贴切。没有二十岁的纯真和冲动，可是对于爱情的捉摸不定，还是那么地无奈。还有女主角的身材真的很棒。简直就是美女一名。
也因为这部戏，认识了这个CN BLUE的成员。超喜欢他自弹自唱的那首《我的爱》。情感表达得很好，觉得那时的他超帅的。
算是今年度最喜欢的连续剧：）
6.9.12
Break Time
*Deng deng deng* Angry Bird Ham Bread from my housemate.
Super nice song I discovered recently. This song is sang by one of the members of CNBlue. The soft melody caught my attention. Gentlemen Dignity drama OST.
Need to get back to my assignments and study.
3.9.12
The ending is the beginning.
I can feel butterflies in my stomach. It is my FYP presentation day. Phase I only, but it carries 30% of the whole project.
I emailed my supervisor to ask for opinion of my presentation slides. She replied me saying that everything is OK, just be confident and enthusiasm.
Confident is something I lack of when I am doing everything. I just feel myself not good as others although the lecturer said you are doing well.
I used to be a girl who hides everything inside me. Enthusiasm. I hardly have it in my life.
I planned to walk to campus half an hour earlier before my presentation time. But you know, I am a girl. I spend a lot of time in front of the mirror and ends up going out the door exactly 15minutes before the presenation. (Walking to campus is exactly 15 min) I should have reach earlier and set up all the things.
I ran half way. It is quite an awkward moment to run when you are in formal wear and with your labtop. Guess what? I met 2 people to ask me about direction in the half way of running. I seldom meet one during my way to campus everyday. When I reached the classroom, luckily only one lecturer is there ( There will be two). After 5 seconds, the other one came in. I am sweating like in front of the hot big sun.
I just start my presentation right after that. Problems asked is answered, but not a good answer though. My supervisor really did help me a lot, in answering question asked by the moderator. ( The moderator is here to mark my report and presentation to ensure the mark is properly given) The supervisor is the one who guided me all the time and the moderator does not know anything about my project as well as me.
Ending is another beginning. Settle of phase 1 is the time where I need to work on phase II, which is harder than phase I. Wish me luck.
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